Now What.

So, I didn´t make it. Always, always, too young. I have everything going for me except my age. Now, this is really taking the piss.

I am thinking I should just go back to toronto, make some cash, and come right back home. Its been too long since I have been home and well, lets say my ETA for Singapore might be in 5 months time. Somehow, a lot of people on the course here seem to want to go to Singapore, just because the "standard of living" is so high. Obviously it is, but I also know better and I just fit better overseas. Say what you want, but I have never really felt a part of the country. MAYBE I will get a job back home right away, but I do know that for once I won´t have to be looking over my back all the time.

I don´t want to seem down and out, but I think its tough how I have seen all of this, and then ended up not liking the job and the rates of return here. I am now going to go back to London, take a few days break, and then fly back toronto in the next week or so. I will go back to my earnings of xxk a month in TO, work for 4 months, and return a comfortable girl.

Who knows, intrepid readers, how Gwen will turn out.